So I dropped the ball and didn't pass the NERC exam the first time around. I'm going to rededicate myself to myself again. i've been self sabotaging because i'm frustrated and stressed with numerous things not going my way in life. If anything, my exwife hiring a lawyer put me over the edge.

So, as i've always done, the minute i get pissed at myself I usually do something BIG and make a run at success, stardom and fame. Since i'm still myself it looks like this is exactly what i'm going to do.